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No Amount of Sleep
Soul-tired, brain fog, and the strange in-between of midlife. A dispatch from the kind of exhaustion sleep can't fix.
Jun 24
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Heather Honold
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Never is a Funny Word
My Nervous System Must Hate Me. I promised myself I'd never go back. Then I did. Five months, one bad decision, and a full nervous system revolt later…
Jun 19
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Heather Honold
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January 2026
When the Words Don't Come
What if missing a post isn’t failure, but information? A reflection on shame, schedules, healing spirals, and the quiet work of listening to your body.
Jan 20
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Heather Honold
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Ancient Alchemy, Spoken Aloud
Words don’t just describe our lives. They live inside them. A reflection on language as ancient alchemy, the quiet power of words, and how a single…
Jan 13
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Heather Honold
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When Grief Steals Your Words
Grief doesn’t always arrive as tears. Sometimes it shows up as lost words, weird time, and a nervous system that won’t settle. I wrote this for the…
Jan 10
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Heather Honold
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Choosing an Essence Instead of a Resolution
I don’t make resolutions. I choose an essence. This year, mine is discovery. Not as an achievement, but as permission—to try, to notice, to let go, and…
Jan 6
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Heather Honold
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The Grief of Lost Time
When survival steals years, and your body finally wants them back
Jan 3
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Heather Honold
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December 2025
I Don’t Celebrate New Year's. My Body Doesn’t Believe January.
My calendar lives in my body, not in a countdown clockI don’t do countdowns or resolutions. I do sanctuary time, journaling, and letting winter be…
Dec 30, 2025
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Heather Honold
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The Aftermath of Sudden Death
The shock-grief that follows an unexpected loss, and how to survive the first weeks.
Dec 27, 2025
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Heather Honold
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It Was Always in My Bones
I claimed the word “witch” three years ago. Then the noise rushed in: labels, rules, aesthetics, gatekeeping, and the AuADHD urge to learn everything…
Dec 23, 2025
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Heather Honold
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The Unfinished Altar of Yule
A Yule + Solstice essay from my altar for anyone who feels meaning-hungry and worn thin. Fire. Boundaries. A slower return to yourself. Plus a gentle…
Dec 20, 2025
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Heather Honold
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Congratulations, Everything Is Content
Congratulations, everything is content now. Your grief, your joy, your disenchantment—all of it optimized for engagement. This is about AI-made…
Dec 16, 2025
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Heather Honold
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